Sunday, August 29, 2010

Living with Spinal Muscular Atrophy - Expectations

 I was talking to a good friend today and we were discussing gene therapy. We were discussing our expectations of the treatment for the kids that are not newly diagnosed. The older kids. We know its not the cure for older kids but it will enhance their quality of life. He wants to see his daughter that is a type 1 ( like Lizzy) be able to sit up and be able not to have to use the bipap. My expectations for Lizzy are that she able to sit up in her power chair all day and eat via g-tube. Sounds like small things to the general public but.... to us these would be HUGE gains.
Do I think Embryonic stems cells will cure SMA? I never believed in it .I do believe in Gene therapy. Yes, I do. I believe it will help so many kids and many other diseases. I was a listener I have never ever said I was a believer in Embryonic stem cells as a cure for SMA.

Lots of negative things being written about gene therapy. Please continue reading . This was posted by a good friend of mine on His facebook wall. Its very informative and helps you understand what is going on. I had to share this:

Here is the article that was posted from Slate: 


It comes on attack at many levels showing failure, but if anything we have learned that science takes time, patience and hard work. This article was written not by a researcher but by a journalist. The Author of this article was Emily Yoffe.
She was criticized by The Daily Howler for writing about a theory based largely on numerical evidence despite having recently written an article about herself titled "The Math Moron" in which she revealed that she tested at a first-grade level in mathematics.

In regards to SMA I think it is preferable to stick to scientific articles regarding the state of research Here is a well written scientific article posted by the Howard Hughes Medical Institue:


This article clearly shows the complexity of Embryonic Stem Cell research in the area of Motor Neurons. The body is not made up of just 1 generic Motor Neuron but hundreds of specific types of motor neurons that need HOX genes and FOXp1 to make the vast array of Motor Neurons. A science that is still in its beginning stages. Once these are figured out the next step is to  figure out how to "rewire" the circuitry in the human body. Each of these Specific Motor Neurons Control different types of  muscles. We have yet to prove that we are capable of innervating a motor neuron. To make a full signal between spine and muscle. We are years away from making this a viable treatment for our community. This is an important field and the research must continue and improve over the coming years.

For the Gene Therapy it is a much more immediate venture. There are questions on the "window" of treatment. These questions can only be answered via clinical trial. There is so much unknown about the motor neurons that it is impossible to answer. If the motor neurons are dormant then quite possibly they can be revived using the Gene Therapy. If there is a motor neuron loss then these will have to be replaced. A typical non-sma person will loose 30-40 percent of their motor neurons over the course of their lifetime. Yet they continue to ambulate in later years.The hope is that even if there has been a loss, the remaining motor neurons can be strengthened from the current state they are in. A realistic hope is that someone like Sophia may be able to breath on their own without mechanical assistance or possibly sit up. That is realistic. To think that she is going to be "normal" and run around like other kids is probably not. So many other things have happened in her body that other therapies and treatments would certainly need to be done. ie hip dysplasia. The Gene Therapy has shown the greatest results to date on the SMA type 1 mouse model. Far superior to any other drugs or therapies. In addition the results have been extremely well in larger animal studies which are much closer to humans. Lastly these results have been repeated by 3 different independent  labs using similar approaches. These findings are nothing short of remarkable. When information is given out by researchers it is important to understand about their backgrounds. The Burgess Labs at OSU have been responsible for:
1. The Carrier Screening test for SMA
2. The Genetic Diagnostic Test for SMA
3. The original SMA mouse model (it is still the most popular mouse model used in SMA research)
These researchers have an incredible understanding of Spinal Muscular Atrophy and have already made significant contributions to the advancement of our disease

I have received 2 quotes from these researchers regarding their take on the posted article:

"We have been asked to comment on the story "The Medical Revolution: Where are the Cures".  Indeed there have been promises in the field of biomedical sciences that have offered cures within 5 to 10 years.  There is a growing list of failures based on those promises as this article highlights.  To counter, medical research and understanding of complex diseases have expanded exponentially based on these studies.  What these failed studies have shown remarkably clear is that diseases such as Parkinson's, Alzheimer's and Huntington's are quite complex and that a cure may not be as simple as taking a miracle pill.  One may say that this research has been a waste, but if one looks at drugs, procedures and therapies that have been developed based on the research, one can see advances to patient health.  For example, there are new procedures in Parkinson's Disease that counter the disease for many years. Additionally, more potent drugs have been developed that control the disease as well.  Parkinson's has not been cured, but there are new procedures and drugs that have made significant changes to the disease.  Certainly more work needs to be done as Parkinson's patient's continue to experience suffering due to their disease.  An outstanding article from Time Magazine gives a clear look at the development of heart transplantation, where the field has made outstanding advancements.

We are currently moving a translational gene therapy program forward for Spinal Muscular Atrophy.  The results in our pre-clinical studies have been very promising.  This has led us to rapidly, yet carefully advance studies to larger species to evaluate safety.  We have assembled a working group of other scientists and clinicians that are collaborating to move this experimental therapeutic forward.  We are actively moving the program to approach the regulatory agencies including the Food and Drug Administration.  Based on our pre-clinical studies for efficacy and safety, we are encouraged that the therapy is safe, and targets the cells (motor neurons) that we are intending.  The SMA community and us realize that this is an experimental therapy and will be tested first for safety and evidence for efficacy  in  small groups of human studies which is the translational process that any drug, therapy or procedure moves through.  Everyone shares in our hope that therapies to improve the life of SMA patients will be developed and we remain committed to working to advance our studies.-Dr. Brian Kaspar

The Medical Revolution: Where are the Cures".  

The article describes set backs that have occurred in particular in the field of gene therapy and stem cells. It is not a surprise that there will be set backs in the development of any new therapies. However this should be placed in the context of more conventional  therapies such as drugs also not  being cures or having major impacts on the diseases mentioned.  This begs the question as to what therapies should be followed surely it is the lessons we learned from the approaches and whether  the problems can be resolved that is critical. In the case of gene therapy a number of issues have been resolved with the AAV vectors the true test is when it is effective in a clinical trial.  What are the issues first it appears wise to focus on a treatment rather than a complete cure as this is more likely to be achievable.  The author mentions a series of disease but there are a number of differences in the cases presented. In the case of Parkinson’s for instance the first question which arises is the similarity between genetic forms of the disease and sporadic cases is the defect and the components to be fixed the same in all cases? We really cannot be sure and it is most often the case that the therapy is tested in a genetic model. So in the case of spinal muscular atrophy it is clear that reduced levels of SMN cause the disorder with milder patient having more SMN. So both in the mice model of SMA and in humans reduced SMN levels cause SMA. Therefore the same thing is being tested in mice and eventually in man.  However an important consideration in SMA therapeutics is when the SMN levels need to be increased to reverse SMA if the clinical trial design differs from what is tested in mice then you might get different results.  What we know for the relative severe SMA mice is that early postnatal introduction of SMN has a major impact on the survival of the SMA mice. So how does SMA fit into the landscape of the article? First it is clear that the genetics SMA is an advantage in that you know the cases you will be treating are due to reduced SMN, second the remarkable development of Adeno Asscoiated vectors which can get to the required target clearly resolves the delivery issue at least in mice (The AAV vector can also target the required cells in larger animals), third the treatment shows efficacy in the SMA animal model when delivered early indeed gene therapy has been the most effective treatment in these animals to date.  In SMA we have three major therapeutic avenues based around increasing SMN  1) drugs that stimulate production of SMN from SMN2 we should encourage better drugs that stimulate a 3 fold increase in SMN levels,  Antisense oligonucleotides that encourage SMN2 to produce sufficient SMN but are more difficult to deliver to the required cells, and AAV gene therapy.  We are actively pushing forward with the Kaspar laboratory  in moving the proposing gene therapy approach to clinical trials. Until one or even better more than one of these approaches works in SMA patients we need to push forward with these potential treatments  and develop them further using any failures that might occur to find the method of therapy that does work. -DR. Arthur Burghes

We believe in these researchers and the contributions they have made and continue to make for our community. We will continue to educate our community and provide you with the scientific research that is happening regardless of the politics. I remain very optimistic of the real promise that is truly right around the corner.


"We believe in miracle because we live with one!!"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth


Living with Spinal Muscular Atrophy- "Remembering John Wayne"

Sleep is not something I get  a lot of . I think I have averaged 5 hours sleep a night for the past 7 years. So, last night after Lizzy's treatments, stretches ,prayers and getting her all set up for her beauty sleep I tried to go to sleep but as usual my mind was not letting me. Watching  all about  wedding cakes and then flipping through the channels I found a John Wayne movie. I was excited. I used to watch John Wayne movies when I was a kid. John Wayne reminds me of my Grandpa Reed who passed away many years ago. I miss him so much and and Grandma Reed. I loved being with them as a kid. My grandpa used to shake his head every time I got myself into trouble while staying with them. He used to call me a "Pistol" . I used to ride horses, tinker around in the machine shed, help mow , gather eggs and feed the chickens etc. The smell of coffee and bacon used to linger in the morning air when I would wake up at their house. I love that time in my life. Wow, time does fly by. Wish I could go back if even for an hour or so.

Its been a good week-end. Quiet hardly no phone calls every-one gone Saturday and mostly today. Just Lizzy and I . Its been peaceful. It was back to HOT weather. Loved the weather last week. Too good to be true/

Dana had to drop Reed back off at the base and she lost it. She cried most of the way home from Kentucky. I know it hurts me too he is so far away and we are not able to talk to him or see him when ever we want. Dana will be okay. She is lot like her Mama. Shedding tears used to be hard for us until are babies grew up. Seems like I shed more tears these past few months more than I ever had.
This week we see DR.Hough for the last time on Wednesday. I am sure I will shed more tears on that day too.
Things are changing fast.
I want to live where I enjoy the weather and Lizzy can enjoying going outside almost every day. Where that is..... far away from here.
I was told today by my stepmother if I move away she will sell my inheritance!!  She said she was at a sale today and she could  get big bucks for her China Cabinet that I have always wanted . That does not count what was inside!! LOL  I can not believe she said that!!
Every thing is back to normal  almost.
We are proud of you Reed Michael Huette.
 I need to go find another John Wayne movie.
"We believe in miracles because we live with one!"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth





Friday, August 27, 2010

Living with Spinal Muscular Atrophy - Emotional Roller-coasters

On Tuesday, of this week our car was burglarized. My husband had just put new brakes on the car and left his check book in there because he had been at Auto Zone.  Well, they found his check book and his UAW union calendar in one of the suspects possession. Thank goodness that they caught the trio right after they got our car. We were on lucky. They are blamed for several break ins here.  The police were called after some one caught them trying to get in our vehicles. We had not a clue until the police knock at the door we had even been robbed. It gave me sick feeling like we had been violated. They tried to break in the van but thank goodness it is kept locked.

Last week, was a very emotional week. I was doubting myself and a feeling a feeling of complete helplessness. I cried for two days. To put Elizabeth though a huge surgery like spinal  rod surgery, then lengthening every 6-9 months is something we have to  as a family agree on.. If she was having pain or breathing issues there would be no doubt she would get it done as soon as possible.
 As soon as we got home from Madison last week I started researching and talking to others.  Imagine that me researching and talking on the phone.... Well, Christen and I have been using MF therapy TOGETHER on Elizabeth since last Thursday.  Me getting help.... ( The crowd roars) I do not get help with Elizabeth's treatments  EVER till now. At least with stretching. The truth is Elizabeth and I spend a lot of time at home alone together. Any way Lizzy's MF PT Linda and her PT at Easter Seals Jayme both said Elizabeth is straighter now than she has been ever this week. Whoo hoo. Positioning her in the van I have to admit has been quite a challenge. She lays with the Easy on vest on the back seat. The seat has a slight angle in the back. I put pillows under her head and on her back but you can tell my how tight its not good for her to do that. We need a small manual lift plain and simple to fit the Dodge Caravan since we were not able to get a handicapped van. This is so Lizzy can sit in her power chair while traveling and give her better support. Her chair reclines so it should not be an issue. Any way we are trying to figure out  how to get a manual lift that will fit.We have a few things in the works. I hope somethings works out.

A very good  friend of mine sent me a neoprene wrap for Lizzy also that keeps her from slouching. It is great and Lizzy loves it. She says it helps her back. She never complained about her back unless she was in her  power chair. Since, I redid her seating and Christen redid her head on her chair she is sitting much straighter in her chair. She still needs a brand new seat and we are getting a new seat HOPEFULLY very soon.
We are trying some alternative things to help her for a while then we are going back and getting more X-rays. We understand she may still need this surgery but for her being so flexible right now that is to our advantage. I am not defining DR.Schroth's suggestions we are simply putting her suggestions on HOLD for now and getting a second opinion. Nothing wrong with that. If her breathing was in any way affected from her back then we would do it immediately. She is in no pain either.

Very emotional day here today. Paul and had HUGE words over bills. He was just cut the little bit of gas money for school(grant) he was getting. I help out with groceries and Lizzy' supplements. ALL I asked for bill money and oh my gosh you would of think I has asked for a million dollars.   I did not know what happened when I asked him for money to pay the utilities.When is our financial status going to get better?  We need some divine intervention to help us get through this bad time. Its ruining our relationship of 35 years of marriage going through this . All I asked from him after the blow up was an apology and never got it.  Him and I used to get along great but these last few months it has been little or no words between us. Just a lot of stress. A lot of our issues are brought on from Paul not helping around here with handyman things, not taking Lizzy outside ,money is a huge part and Lizzy's dad trying to cause issues between us. . No matter how hard I try Lizzy's dad and I can not get along. More issues with that situation than any one knows. Seems like 3 steps forward and 4 steps back.


Closing on a good thing.  Lizzy is doing great!! Her hips and back are straighter!! She has had a pretty good summer.  Summer soon will be coming to an end. I love fall but I do not like the illnesses that come with it.

Reed Michael has his first leave and with his Mom, Dad and siblings in Kentucky. He asked me for one of my swedish T-rings for his birthday. I made him 2 . He is pretty special for me to make home made coffee cakes in August!!


"We believe in miracles because we live with one"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth



Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Living with SMA - The dreaded first Spinal surgery is upon us

We are in Madison. It was a good day up until the last visitor to our room.We had seen all the people we needed to see for muscle clinic but this last one. The anticipation for this visitor makes you slightly temporally crazy just the waiting . This person  is feared about as bad as the Grim Reaper to me. We have been good until now. Fighting against the inevitable, the dreaded spinal rod surgery. Those words make be cringe.I feel as though I was just stabbed in the heart and punched in the gut. Tears have been flowing down my face since the news from this surgeons asst this afternoon. I laid down with Lizzy a few hours ago and I just held her and silently cried while praying for another miracle to happen to my girl fast. I know........ get over it but  you know I have worked so hard to keep Lizzy's back straight and keep her strong. This last huge growth spurt of hers caused this.
Any surgery is huge with kids with Type 1 then now facing the surgery a few months away I feel so darn helpless not being able to do anything to help her from getting this surgery.
Elizabeth said tonight to me." I am not getting surgery I am okay ..... just tell them to stop saying it. I am not because I am not doing it. " My heart just hurts for her. I just wish I could stop crying non stop.

Please put Lizzy in your prayers! 
"We believe in miracles because we live with one!"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Living with Spinal Muscular Atrophy- DEEP DARK HOLES


I hope you did not read my last post. I was kind of negative and DELETED it. Some-times you have to just vent and vent away I did. Forgive me as I was in that "DEEP Dark hole " kind of attitude and it hit me all at once. I preach against this kind of attitude. I am glad I was not around Elizabeth today when I was this upset.

I do though see the need for me being with her 24/7 as today her food ran out food during her feeding and  the pump did not beep and she was not a happy camper when I took back over. She said "Nina where did you go? I needed you."  She was down stairs with her Mom and Dad. Did they see her pump run out. Nope they did not.  They do not give her the care I do.  I felt so bad.  I was just so tired of the BS, They can run off as they please and leave me home alone all day into the evening. A person needs to have alone time every day to keep the sanity intact.
I am fine now. I prayed for " Divine Intervention" and I got it!!
Lizzy is my light and pulled me right back up
August is SMA Awareness Month

                            
                                   Lizzy praying for the babies and children that lost their lives with SMA.

Help raise awareness for Spinal Muscular Atrophy & to honor & remember So Many Angels. On Wednesday 8-11-10, 8:30 PM, at the Dublin Miracle League Field/Playground the 
Mayor of Dublin will proclaim August SMA Awareness Month. We will have a
balloon release and candlelighting... -if you can't make it please light a candle, say a prayer or release a balloon where ever you are!


" We believe in miracles because we live with one!"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Living with Spinal Muscular Atrophy - "Taking a deep breath and saying Oh yeah"


Congratulations to Sophia's Cure!!!  They were 1st in the Pepsi Challenge!!  Actually. its a great thing for Miracle for Madison  too as awesome as the Reed Family is!! They have funded the research at OSU for many years( from the start) and now this extra money will help them move forward even faster!! .I feel  great things happening in the SMA World this year!!!  Dr. Brian Kaspar, Dr. Arthur Burghes, and Dr. John Kissel are doing so much to help our kids. They are so close and have accomplished so much!! 
Vince and Catherine are such great people. I admire them for their diligence and undying effort to help so many kids! Whooooooo Hoooooooo  !!!!!
Thank you all that voted for them!! ` You helped the future of babies, children and adults with SMA!!

Its been a busy summer for us. So much going on. We have hardly been home. Its good to be taking a breather right now.

Caitlyn had her party a bit late this year. She had it yesterday. She had her friends come after the family gathering for a cookout and camped out . She had 5 girls come stay. What a dream to have a home on the lake with 100s of acres of timber then not too far from the house timber and a clearing to camp at. How fun is that for a child to live at.
Lizzy got very upset when we were leaving. She wanted to stay and she had tears rolling down her face because she wanted to stay in the tents too all night long. "Sigh" My heart ached for Lizzy. I myself had tears after that. So, trying to be as positive I could I said " Lizzy its too hot this time of year and we do not have your bipap  here so how about if we plane an over-night stay in the tents around your birthday? We came home and I held her for awhile. Then,  we played webkinz and just had " Nina and Lizzy" time. I have never gotten so emotional over something like this ever. My heart hurt for her but... she is a beautiful child with she has more strength than any other person I know. She is my hero and my heart. I told her just that.

We just got back from a fabulous visit with friends in Minnesota on Wed evening. Caitlyn went with us and she was a great kid the whole time.  It was better visit than you can imagine. Lizzy loves Drew,Ryan and Karlie too.  Just hanging out with another family that we have grown close to. We even got to see Andrea Doebbert and the girls also. Evie is so adorable.
We ate at the American Girl Store.  A dream come true!!  Lizzy had tears in her eyes driving away. Its sad we do not live closer.We need to do this more often!!
 I wish our house was handicapped accessible!! We would have people come stay here!! As, it is  now its dated, not easily maneuvered in a power chair and needs lots of work.

Lizzy is ready to pack up and go back to Minnesota. It was a much needed time away from home with another family. Caitlyn wants to go back but was afraid her family missed her too much but Dawn said last night she could go back.  This is what friendship is all about. Their house was perfect for Drew and the whole family.

We have decided to have a benefit for Elizabeth to raise funds for a Ford E150 van. It was perfect the one we rented for CA. The size was enough room for all Lizzy's machines, The portable ramp fit in it and does not fit in our caravan. Its is great on gas, the seating is  so comfortable . I could on and on. We can not get a loan right now because of Paul's unemployment, schooling and our low income. We have to do something. Lizzy is very uncomfortable in our van as of now. So,  a few friends of Christen' and Dawn are planning hopefully a benefit soon. We shall see. Buying this kind of van it would be so much cheaper than the conversion. You can buy a 2009 for about $17,000.00 but the 2005 conversion we were trying so hard to get was $33.000.00 with 40,000 miles . Which would make more sense? We have a manual lift that fits great in the E150 ( The lift will not fit in the van we have now) Then, later we can get the conversion with a raised roof but we do not need that for awhile.We have to do something quick though. Lizzy's back and hurting her because she is laying on the seat in the van( with her EZ on vest and its not working anymore. She needs MORE room!! I need more room!!

Elizabeth's seating system for her power chair just does not work for any more. Its too small. She is 13 inches too tall for it.   Elizabeth struggles trying to stay in it as long as she can. She went from every day in it to not much at all. It causes her pain and she pivots so badly.  She said it hurts her back and sides. We have changed DMEs for her chair. The guys that worked on her chair are charming enough but getting approvals to even have them look at the chair takes months. It is absolutely ridiculous. We have to travel 90 miles also to get it fixed or looked at. So, after deep consideration , looking at the pros and cons we have made the first step towards working with a guy we knew before . He had gotten Elizabeth kid kart from in the beginning and has worked with Easter Seals. We went with the MDA 's DME when we got her chair. BIG MISTAKE. Huge.. There have been a few times things have worked out but seriously now we are dealing with "Quality of life" issues now. To keep putting us off is WRONG. So, having given them several chances to treat Elizabeth like she should be treated they are now HISTORY.   I think they will be happy we are not a burden to them any longer.  You can only take so much you know and we have endured enough disappointments the past almost 4 years.

Oh, we have had a dandy time this summer so far. Its getting close to ending and went by way to fast.
Seeing kids from all over the country. Its amazing how different the care is. I myself think that doctors in the west need to research more on care of the SMA. DR. Wang understands yes and some of the doctors but many of the medical profession is  against some of the interventions we have learned that works.  Some-thing in wrong that we all do not care for the same disease the same way. Nutritionists out there seemed to be totally against the AA diet. Makes no sense at all .

I would love to win the Lotto ( I know wouldnt we all) and plan a Expo with all the PTS. RTS  OT , speech therapists tech people. wheel chair companies. equipment companies, dietitians, doctors, researchers , van dealers, architects, builders. Foundations that help with things for our kids and just all sorts of things that we can get to help these kids for quality of living. That all  know about type1s.
That is a dream of mine. I lay awake at night and think of things I would have. I would pay for all meals and motel costs and all everyone would have to do is pay for gas or plane trip to get there. Imagine all these people at the same place for 3-4 days. I would call it " The Excellent Elizabeth Expo"!!  I know I am a bit a "dreamer" maybe some day.

Lizzy is doing well and growing fast. She is just so beautiful.

Thank you for all the people that are in our life and shown us so much love!!
Many prayers for Sophia G, MJ, Mary, and all the kids having issues.

"We believe in miracles because we live with one"
www.our-sma-angels/com/elizabeth