Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Ortho Visit today(Spinal Muscular Atrophy Type 1)



We got up early today and actually got on the road with time to spare.( we thought any way...) We ran into ROAD Construction. Its takes us a bit over an hour to get to where we go for Lizzy's fittings for her TLSO and AFOS In Peoria. Well, today there was ROAD Construction EVERY where... UGH ... Lizzy was throwing a major hissy because she was bored. We got there on time but on by a few minutes. Paul went with us today because we had to take Lizzy's power chair so Tony (Plattners Ortho) could see how her TLSO fits her sitting down. The newest TLSO just did not fit right and the AFOS were too tight in the legs. Lizzy has gained muscle mass to every one's surprise. (hmmmmmm Is it the oral albuterol or the donor breast milk?)So, we thought we would have to get new ones and wanted them soon because Lizzy's curve has not changed in the last year and that is a good thing and we want to do anything we can to keep her that way. She wears her TLSO and AFOs all the time. She does not get in her chair with out her TLSO on.
She is getting kinda of tight in her knees and I am doing all I can to keep her from doing so but... I NEED help so Tony is going to figure out something a bit better than a knee immobilizer and get back to me. We are going to work on her hands also. I am trying so hard to keep Lizzy from getting contractures not I am not an OT or a PT and do the best job I can. It really sucks that we have no OT/PT in the area that wants to take on Lizzy. We are still working on Easter Seals. Christen had a HUGE packet that she got last week and just finishes it and will be sending it out in the morning. Lizzy needs swim therapy badly it shows how much it helped her before.
Any way , Tony modified her TLSO and her AFOS hopefully it will get us through the Fall winter months. Thank Goodness. Now with that done I am getting everything else she needs taken care of like new hand splints and elbow bracing. Its great Lizzy is growing but I just wish is was not so darn fast!! After we got out the door Lizzy took off in the parking lot(Thank goodness it was not busy )and ran off from us Laughing and giggling. Finally, we talked her in to going back to the van with the bribe of McDonald's French fries. We do not usually let her get away with this but hey she is just a kid and needs to have fun too.

We have a assistive tech/communication appt at ISU on Thursday. They can help us there with so much and we are very excited about this. Only problem our appt is at 10am (Oh my gosh) we have to find it and we have to be in Bloomington early . We can do it... but will Lizzy cooperate? LOL


Special Prayers to Christen friend Melanie and her family. Her Father passed away this past week-end and he has been battling Colon cancer for a long time. He lived a lot longer than they expected. He fought hard but in the end he went at home with his family. Sad... Joan- Marie (Melanies's Mom) will be lost with out him. Three of my girls are going to the memorial service. Paul and I are babysitting.

Many prayers for all that need them.

"We believe in miracles because we live with one"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Monday, September 7, 2009

Labor Day - Holiday Weekend (Spinal Muscular Atrophy Type 1)

Have you ever felt like time is flying right by you? I mean it seems I was a kid not that long ago fighting with my other brother over a baseball bat, mini bike, or the horses. I am 51. My grandmother's age when I picture her in my mind. Sitting back looking back thinking..... has my life been one I chose to live or its just one chose for me? My kids are grown and their kids are growing so fast. Reed Michael my 1st grand-son is 18 now and Lizzy will be six in a few weeks. Where does all the time go? As, a kid a year seemed like forever and now in a blink of an eye its gone. My body feels old but my minds wants to learn and absorb so much more.

Will they find a cure for SMA in my life time? Who will take care of Lizzy like I do when I am gone if there is not a cure? Finding a way to keep Elizabeth strong and healthy consumes my inner being. Making sure she survives this awful disease is my life and helping as many people as I can on the way.

We stayed home from the Telethon this year because Christen insisted we needed a break. Lizzy was the MDA Good will Ambassador for three straight years. It was quite an honor but we stayed very busy doing MDA functions a lot until this summer. We thought it was time for another child to have the spot light in our area. (The MDA here wanted NEW faces this year) They really needed a family that fought so hard to save their child's life. They needed a hero similar Lizzy from this area. The MDA Good Will Ambassador here this year is 2 year old girl from Peoria that was diagnosed at age 1 with SMA. I know 2 year olds are sweet and cute but it just did not feel right to me. Not, that I thought Lizzy should of been the Good Will Ambassador again but I guess I am stereotyping the MDA Good Will Ambassadors. Like the little girl that is National ....Like Luke(last years National ) and Tyler Ingles(From the area tht earned his wings last year) . Exceptional kids. They were/are fighters and just special individuals with so much strength. That is the way I feel about MDA Good Will Ambassadors. Strong minded kids on a mission to help others and to help raise money with their great personalities and intelligence. Their families went above and beyond. You need fighters and a family that goes beyond the dots for their child. Am I wrong? Should I feel bad for feeling this way?

We tried so hard to reach out to this family from Peoria that their daughter is this years Good Will Ambassador when the grandma called me over a year ago. The parents were just going to let nature take over with NO interventions. Grandma had contacted me several times just so upset because the Mom would not do any kind of interventions and the Dad would not do anything with out the Mom's approval. We tried so hard to help them with info NIV protocol from SMA, and of sorts of info Christen and Elizabeth's Dad even went and talked to the little girls Dad and Grandmother over a year ago. She has SMA type 2 no doubt. You can only do so much to help someone. They have to want to be helped. She is a happy little girl but......
It is just strange that this family wanted nothing to with the MDA not so long ago and all of a sudden their daughter is a the Good Will Ambassador.
It bothers me. Its been eating at me all day. I should not worry so much but this little girl and her family represent the MDA for central IL. Their story was not one that stays with your heart. I need to blow it off and forget about it not only bothered but it bothered my whole family.

Lizzy was watching the Telethon today and she is upset because she wanted to go. I made a donation " In honor of Elizabeth Hallam" this morning and on the air they said "in Memory!! " I was so mad. Its local so only a few local big cities see it but how many people think she passed a way from that comment? OH..... that just upsets me.

The MDA wrote Lizzy totally out of the script since we were not gong to be there and have not even acknowledge her at all with all the fundraising and appearances we have done this year and past years. Its like we did not exist anymore in their eyes. Bob(TV anchor) mentioned her just awhile ago and that warmed my heart. He is such a great guy.
Paul and I were going to take Lizzy ourselves today to the telethon we discussed it last night . Christen refused to go I can not lift the power chair with him.
The MDA had called a week or so ago and said they could get us a motel room some where else but with all Lizzy's machines that would not make any sense. I do not know why we could not stay at the motel where the telethon was at. We just could not afford to pay full price for a motel rooms at where the telethon was at. Paul is still not working as much as we would of loved to been apart of it.

The MDA is all about the kids and adults with neuromuscular diseases finding treatments, cures ,equipment and #1 RESEARCH . Its the strongest organization I know and I hope it stays that way.

I am impressed with all the research out there but lets get busy and see some actual results of treatment that is NOT a danger to the kids. 2010 seems like a great year for some Cures or treatments to help People with neuromuscular diseases have a better quality of life.




Interesting article that was sent to me it was published in 2008.

http://www.naturalnews.com/022831_breast_milk_stem_cells_stem_cell.html


Breast Milk Contains Stem Cells
The Perth scientist who made the world-first discovery that human breast milk contains stem cells is confident that within five years scientists will be harvesting them to research treatment for

conditions as far-reaching as spinal injuries, diabetes and Parkinson’s disease.

But what Dr Mark Cregan is excited about right now is the promise that his discovery could be the start of many more exciting

revelations about the potency of breast milk.

He believes that it not only meets all the nutritional needs of a growing infant but contains key markers that guide his or her development into adulthood.

“We already know how breast milk provides for the baby’s nutritional needs, but we are only just beginning to understand that it probably performs many other functions,” says Dr Cregan, a molecular biologist at The University of Western Australia.

He says that, in essence, a new mother’s mammary glands take over from the placenta to provide the development guidance to ensure a baby’s genetic destiny is fulfilled.

“It is setting the baby up for the perfect development,” he says. “We already know that babies who are breast fed have an IQ advantage and that there’s a raft of other health benefits. Researchers also believe

that the protective effects of being breast fed continue well into adult life.

“The point is that many mothers see milks as identical – formula milk and breast milk look the same so they must be the same. But we know now that they are quite different and a lot of the effects of breast milk versus formula don’t become apparent for decades. Formula companies have focussed on matching breast milk’s nutritional qualities but formula can never provide the developmental guidance.”

It was Dr Cregan’s interest in infant health that led him to investigate the complex cellular components of human milk. “I was looking at this vast complexity of cells and I thought, ‘No one knows anything about

them’.”

His hunch was that if breast milk contains all these cells, surely it has their precursors, too?

His team cultured cells from human breast milk and found a population that tested positive for the stem cell marker, nestin.

Further analysis showed that a side population of the stem cells were of multiple lineages with the potential to differentiate into multiple cell types. This means the cells could potentially be “reprogrammed” to form many types of human tissue.

He presented his research at the end of January to 200 of the world’s leading experts in the field at the International Conference of the Society for Research on Human Milk and Lactation in Perth.

“We have shown these cells have all the physical characteristics of stem cells. What we will do next is to see if they behave like stem cells,” he says.

If so, they promise to provide researchers with an entirely ethical means of harvesting stem cells for research without the debate that has dogged the harvesting of cells from embryos.

Further research on immune cells, which have also been found in breast milk and have already been shown to survive the baby’s digestive process, could provide a pathway to developing targets to beat certain viruses or bacteria.
[ 10Feb2008, ScienceNetwork WA,


Many prayers for all that need them.

"We believe in miracles because we live with one"

www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Monday, August 24, 2009

Update (Spinal Muscular Atrophy)



Pics above are Reed Michael and a picture his Mom Dana(My oldest daughter)

Few things to update about. Reed's birthday party was last night. Sad, he loses his license for 4 months as of today!!!!!! He forgot his court date and they revoked his license. Happy Birthday Reed Michael from the Sec of State of IL.
My son in law( Reed's Step-father) seemed to be very distant towards me at the party. Not sure what is going on there. My daughter Dana seems to be doing well these days and much more happier which is a great thing.

Now the kicker.... we will not be going to the MDA Telethon in Peoria this year. First, time in three years. After figuring bills and looking at what is due we just do not have the money for two motels rooms at this time. Its sad... Lizzy is let down but we are facing bad times right now and we just can not do it. we were gone a lot this summer also. Lizzy said she will miss the WMBD guys like Bob and Chuck. I will not miss doing the live interview though( I get all shaky doing that) I will miss all the WMBD guys though as Lizzy. They are so great to her. So, Lizzy is going get to see the Thresherman's reunion parade here on Sunday for the first time in three years and possibly be in it. We are usually getting ready and driving to Peoria to the Paradice Motel for the telethon when the parade is going on. She was asked recently to ride in it.
I have been very emotional lately according to my family. Not knowing what is going on with me but these crazy allergies and not been able to hear in my left ear for three weeks now. I have had sinus crude since we went to CA. Its been a month ago you would think I would get this over with!! Then all the craziness of coming home uppacking, then packing again, not sleeping, everyone leaving me and Lizzy home alone or no way to leave. The fall in CA didnt help over Lizzy's power chair because I went through a lot of pain over that. Then, the fact my oldest grand-son is 18 and now a man.... well that is enough to make any woman emotional. Then, Paul with no job and we have no insurance hmmmm maybe just a lot going on wouldn't you think? I believe the change went on a few years back. My hot flashes are gone so.... so much for blaming the change of life people!!

The good thing is Lizzy is doing great!!
Prayers to all that need them.

"We believe in miracles because we live with one!!!"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Feeling old and proud ( Spinal Muscular Atrophy)


This week-end has been quiet. Not much going on here except later today my oldest grand-son's 18th birthday party is around 6pm . I was 33 years old when he was born and it seems like yesterday he was born. To see him now it feels like a dream. Where has the time gone? I seem I turned around and he was a young man. He lived with us for the first 4 years of his life. He was the boy I never had. Christen and Jess say he is like a brother to them and was raised with them. His "sperm donor" (Biological Father) never had much to do with him and its sad. He is a great kid and turned out pretty well. We always made sure he had what he needed growing up. I am very proud of him. He is going into Criminal Justice when he finishes school this year. Go figure. That was my major in college. He has not got into any trouble except speeding tickets. The song by Alice Cooper come to mind " Eight-teen" . I remember singing that when I was 15 and 16 wishing I was 18. I think I wanted to get old too fast and never let myself be a kid. I was married at 16. Shocking isn't it? I also got my GED and went to college when my kids were young. I did it though. It was something I needed to do for myself.

I had Robbie(12) and Rachael (13) here yesterday. Talk about attitudes.... Did I act like that when I was that age? Well... Mom says I was worse. I have always had an opinion and if that is a attitude then yep I guess I did.
Lizzy watched the New Hannah Montana movie 5 times yesterday. She looooooooved it. I have to admit it was pretty good. Then today she has been watching High school Musical 1&2. She loves those movies also.

Its been a very good summer in general. Lizzy has been healthy , is getting older and she also has opinions. Its been strange having my husband around. He has aged so much this year. I guess its all the worrying about losing his job and not being able to get one. I looked at him really heard recently and I could not believe how old he is looking. I am sure I am also. We both seem to have many aches, pains and no patience. Its been great to have him home helping with Lizzy. But.... it would be nice to be able to watch TV again. He is attached to the remote.

I am getting ready to start Lizzy on home schooling next week. She wants to learn so much. It will be great to be able to do this at home. She is fun to teach.
Now getting all her other things she needs like PT/OT Swim therapy I will be working on this week. Some way some how I will get this done.
A bit over 5 years ago I was worried about how to keep Lizzy alive and now Its I worrying about getting her home school etc. How life changes. I dont know how I got here but I thank God I am here instead of then. I thank God for all my friends I have met on this journey.

Happy birthday Charlie!!! We love you!!

Prayers to all those that need them!!

"We Believe in miracles because we live with one."

www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Friday, August 21, 2009

We had a great busy summer (Spinal Muscular Atrophy)



Finally... we are done with our trips. Awwwwww.... we made it all summer with out too many complications. We have been from IL to Ohio and back. From IL to California and back, We have been from IL to close to Minnesota and back and two trips in less than a week to Madison. All safe trips and home safely. Only issues were my fall( I survived), Christen, Lizzy and I with allergies. I can actually say I am on a diet as of TODAY!! So, much great food over the summer we enjoyed traveling. We have been with so many great people also. I am glad I am finally home getting back in the swing of things again . A summer to remember. Lizzy had a blast.

Do you ever meet a family you just have to help? Its just an over whelming feeling that there is something you must do to help these people. I feel like I need to help as many families as I can all the time but this was quite an unusual feeling. We met a family at the Madison conf over the week-end that I had to offer to help them with a few things. It was like a something I had to do. With enough said we did help them and I feel we will be in contact with them more over time.

We got back yesterday from Madison. Lizzy had her yearly Muscle clinic visit. Her curve has not changed in 6 months!! No surgery yet(and the crowd roars). DR.Schroth said Lizzy is doing awesome. DR.Schroth is changing NOTHING except upping one med a bit because of weight gain.. Lizzy is doing great.
Gaining weight, healthy , Growing, no Respiratory issues. Life feels pretty good right now with Lizzy.

We are supposed to go to the MDA telethon in Peoria labor day week-end but this year we have to pay for our own motel rooms and at this time with Paul not working yet and we are barely getting by and all the travel this summer may go for a few hours on Monday. If we would of known before today we could of saved a bit of money for this event.
We are not quite understanding why there is no MDA fill the boot here this year. It seems since the reorganization/ merging areas together of The MDA sometimes its been hard to get out there to all the areas.

Lizzy needs new AFOs since she has grown so much recently.
We need to figure out a way to get her swim therapy(even it is paying out of my pocket), OT and PT. Any body have any ideas? Easter Seals will not return our calls in Bloomington, IL . We started calls AGAIN today to Easter Seals leaving messages. Lets see if they respond This time. Lizzy needs this badly. Our local hospital has no Peds OT and PT is here part-time and she is the one that dropped Lizzy because she said there is nothing else she can do for Lizzy. Lizzy will not have anything to do with her because Lizzy says she "Hurt her Heart."

Its almost Fall. Its been a great summer and basically illness free. One sinus infection for Lizzy in June and I think that is about it.

Any one know of any maintenance Mechanic Jobs please tell them about my husband with over 15 years experience!! WE will sell our house and move but not too far from DR.Schroth in Madison. IL Chicago and central IL is good place for us to move but we do not want to be to far from DR.Schroth as I said. Any where with in 100 or so miles of Madison,WI. He had a great work record and has a UAW journeyman card also. No one seems to want to hire him because of his age. That just sucks!!
We need insurance for him and I!! His meds are breaking us!! He needs a job badly!!

We met a newly diagnosed baby in Madison named Nora. She is 5 months and from Tennessee, She is so cute!! pictured above with her Mom.

Many prayers to all that need them .
We believe in miracles because we live with one!!

www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

Sunday, August 16, 2009

On the Go Again (Spinal Muscular Atrophy)



We just got back home from Madison,WI. It was a good trip. I did not learn a whole lot as I already know a lot of what was talked about It was great meeting other families and seeing some of the ones we have met before but not seen in a long while.
I loved finally meeting Barb (Drew's grandmother). I just wish we could of spent more time together. We met Drew's Mom and Nanny too.

I was interested in the PT/OT a lot. We need to get Elizabeth back in to swim therapy but.... how? Our PT dropped Lizzy and we have no other place with a private pool we can use. Very Frustrating to live my life sometimes. We have to figure out another option as we have exhausted all we had. I can talk more to them on our visit to Madison this week maybe they can help us figure this out.

We are getting ready for another trip to Madison for Lizzy's Muscle clinic visit. We will be there all day on WED. I am worried about Lizzy shoulder blade but I think once I get her back into swim therapy it will do better as before.

My ears still feel like I am UNDER water. Darn allergies any way.

I have lots to do before tomorrow but thought I would quickly update.

I had a letter from Ben(Lizzy's first crush - counselor from CCK) and Lizzy was is inspiration to decide to become a doctor. He is working with DR.Brenda Wong in Ohio. Reading his letter made me cry. It touched my heart so much. I am glad he sees what I see in Lizzy. Her determination to do what ever it takes to fight this disease and to be happy. She is always smiling. I forgot tell him Lizzy wants to be a doctor too. I am sure she will.

"We believe in miracles because we live with one"
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth

For my friend Vince I am posting this for him from face-book




Ride for Sophia's Cure
Knock Out SMA
Host: www.nomorefootprints.com
Type: Causes - Fundraiser
Network: Global
Start Time: Tuesday, September 15, 2009 at 2:50am
End Time: Thursday, November 12, 2009 at 5:50am
Location: Wantagh, NY - Irvine, CA
Phone: 5162140348
Email: sophiascure@aol.com

DescriptionThree men from Long Island, NY are going to ride bicycles from Wantagh, NY to Irvine, CA to raise funds and awareness for SMA, the leading genetic killer of children under age 2. They were inspired by the story of Sophia Gaynor from Wantagh, NY who has the most severe form for SMA and her parents quest to find a cure for this dreadful disease. They are going to ride their bikes for over 3500 miles to try to put an end to SMA.

We are not asking people to physically attend this bike ride, but to show support for Ryan, Mike & Dennis's efforts and make a donation. Your donation is tax deductible.

They will be travelling in the following cities:
Wantagh, NY
Philadeplphia, PA
Baltimore, MD
Washington D.C.
Winchester, VA
Athens, OH
Cincinnati, OH
Seymour, IN
Washington, IN
Salem, MO
St. Louis, MO
Jefferson City, MO
Sedalia, MO
Overland Park, KS
Newton, KS
Dodge City, KS
Lamar, CO
Pueblo, CO
Salida, CO
Gunnison, CO
Delta, CO
Grand Junction, CO
Green River, UT
Nephi, UT
Delta, UT
Ely, NV
Tonopah, NV
Henderson Park, NV
Death Valley National Park, CA
Dunmovin, CA
Johannesburg, CA
San Bernardino, CA
Irvine, CA

To make a donation to this ride please visit: http://www.fsma.org/index.cfm?ID=4535&TYPE=1392

For additional information on how to make a donation please contact Vincent & Catherine at sophiascure@aol.com.

If you are interested in volunteering to assist the bike riders in any way, please contact Debbie at greaterny@fsma.org.

Miracles do happen...let's make one.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Faith Lodge ( Spinal Muscular Atrophy Type 1 )



This is SMA awareness Month.

What better place to find hope than Faith Lodge http://www.faithslodge.org/

We ourselves did not think we would be able to go to Faith Lodge this year but pulling resources together for this special week-end was something we just had to do. It has been really crazy around here this summer with all the things we have had to do. There were a few families unable to come back this year. The Kuesters and the Doebberts. We did miss them. This special time was something we just had to do. For ourselves as well as the kids. So, we found a way to go this year. We took off last WED with everything ready to go and off we went on our 8 hour trip(according to map quest) to Faith Lodge. Let me tell you though..... its more like 10-12 hours because of the Dell's traffic. We were doing pretty good time and these two semis had us pinned in between them for about 10 miles. With encouragement from her father (since he had to pee like a "rushing race horse") to get out of that situation. Christen finally got a chance to pass and had to speed up to get around these truckers who were messing with her. . Well, hid behind some bushes on the highway was Wisconsin's finest trying to catch a out of state speed violator.... Well, he did.... Christen. First, ticket she has gotten since she was 16 years old. He got her good. The ticket is over $200.00!! No mercy in Wisconsin so BEWARE!! So, we got behind but arrived at Faith Lodge before dark. We were welcomed by Katie Poole and Tammy McDanel.

Faith Lodge is a place where you can just relax. The feeling you get when you walk in the lodge is inner peace. No other way to describe it. Peace... Our minds and bodies seem to never get enough rest we are always going. It was so great having no agenda. We all in our every day lives have schedules and on this stay we had none. Sleep as late as you want, Stay up as late do what ever you want. Take a walk, Cry together, do a puzzle, do crafts, make Tye dyed T-shirts, make necklaces etc. Paint a bird house. Its just amazing how the place makes you feel a part of it.

We all got together every evening for dinner. Just talking to other families and sharing our lives is so great. We got to take our time and do what ever. The kids all loved being together. We could suction at the dinner table and it was OK!!

Unfortunately, Avery Poole was not feeling so well. Cory (Her Dad) took her home on Saturday. She was probably over tired and ate too much . She was fine the next day I hear. We missed Cory and Avery both very much.

Mary Kate is such a neat kid. We just love her. She kept asking Lizzy if she could laugh and Lizzy would roar laughing. Like ,Lizzy you NEVER know what Mary Kate will say next. Mary Kate is going to get a IPV soon so was asking Lizzy her opinion on the IPV. Mary Kate watch Lizzy do the IPV and ask Lizzy if she likes it and Lizzy said "Yes, it helps her so much." Hmmm interesting huh from a little stinker like Lizzy that fights me ever once in awhile because she says she doesnt need it.

We met Katie Poole parents Just great people. We loved them. Katie's Mom Sandy cooked a two HUGE dinners. Lasagna one night and the next a Huge cook-out with everything you could imagine that tasted so great.

Aubrey Poole was the youngest child there.She is too cute and little. She is 2 years old. Lizzy was using a toothette and cleaning her mouth out!!

The Doebberts were unable to make it this year but Andrea's Mom (Judy) and her Dad (Bill) popped in. It was great to see them. They feel like family to my family and we just love them also.
We had two campfires and Lizzy discovered smores. She was say " Uhhhh theeeeeeeese are just soooooooo good" and kept moaning the whole time she was licking them. "Oh my gosh she said I NEED more!"

It was great to see everyone. It seems most of the kids seem stronger and healthier this year.

The Kays drove from Kentucky again this year. Julia looked great. Rachael just loves Holly and Maria besides she said Julia is just like Lizzy. All the kids seem to be "sassy" !!

It was good to see Tammy, Todd and Brianna McDanel from IL also. They had Madizon Tammy's 13 year old niece with them.

Lizzy loves Jerika. Jerika and Jen came with a friend they met when Jerika got her dog. Peg from Boston. She has Spinal Bifida.

I could go on and on but seeing some of our friends again and spending quality time with them was great. Seeing the kids interact was priceless.

"Its a place where HOPE grows. "

We believe in miracles because we live with one.
www.our-sma-angels.com/elizabeth